a simple nap.

this has been a good week.

reese has an MRI on tuesday to see if her tumor has grown.

i feel like the bottom may drop out on us. it makes me sick to my stomach every time i think about "what if..."

i don't know what would be next.

i, of course, am not an oncologist. so its not my job to figure out what we'd do. its not my job to decipher what chemos would work.

so all i can do is enjoy every single moment with happy reese. she is so funny. such a jokester. sawyer taught her how to smell her own feet and then say "ewwww stinky!!" and it has me rolling every time. she loves to rub her [now, almost bald] head. her hair has been just flying out since we cut it. but she couldn't care less. she begs for miller to sit on her lap. they are just the best of friends. it brightens my day when i see how excited reese gets to see her. reese loves to pick up aidan and sawyer and does a little happy dance when we pull in to their respective schools.

she loves being home. and i can't blame her.

we had more of a "routine" this week. school, dance, chemo [yeah, new routine, i guess], target, we had her PT eval, playing with friends... just all around nice.

but the other day, she was laying in bed with me and she fell asleep. i only had a few mins before i had to wake her up to pick up sawyer from school. she looks so pretty without her hair. and i want to smooch her big lips.